Thanksgiving Day, Demi, 2010, Miley, Brothers, Etc.

Hello everyone!
A LOT of people has asked me to post this for a long time, so I am. As you all know I have been VERY so busy. But my thanksgiving was amazing. I got to spend my time with my beautiful family, and it was just amazing being able to hug my mom and eat her delicious food. I got to play wiffle with my dad and Frankie. Caught up with them a little bit. I ate pretty much.. everything edible in existence. Turkey, mashed potatoes, mac and cheese, salad, corn with cheese, spaghetti, and we even had dessert which consisted of pumpkin pie, and chocolate cake. Yum! Wanna know my secret to fit everything into my stomach? I unbuttoned my pants while eating.. you can imagine the size of my stomach haha. Of course I was very careful with my sugar levels and kept inject insulin every time I needed it, because I can't be eating like a maniac and forget all about it.
We sat in the living room and talked and sang a few songs with our guitars. It was rad, I loved spending time with my family.

Tour was insane. We got to go to crazy places that we hadn't been in before! We even went to Abu Dahbi for a concert and interviews, and it was completely amazing. So surreal, I had never been there in my life. First time was awesome. We also went to Brazil and met Ronaldo! The number one soccer player in Brazil, it was really awesome. He actually gave us pretty sweet jerseys, and we got to play a soccer match (of course we lost) against his team. We went to Argentina, Costa Rica, Colombia, Mexico, a BUNCH of places we love to go while on tour. We Zip-Lining in Costa Rica. So much fun! we went rock climbing, we tried crazy food and of course we got to spend some time with fans all over South America AND USA. We DID cut the tour short, because we planned this tour to be WITH Demi, so we couldn't release the rest of the dates we had planned. We just couldn't do the shows without her anymore. But it was still so much fun, and we can't wait to go back on the road.

A lot of people has been asking about Demi and how she is. Demi is doing so much better now, actually. Of course she still has to rest up some, and calm down for a while. But she's doing a lot better now, which makes us all very happy. Thanks to EVERYONE that has been so kind sending "Get Better"s and "We love you"s to Demi. She really needs as much support and love as she can get.

Man this has been one INSANE year. As you all know I had been going to the studio with friends, recording a bit of R&B music for them, and of course doing some recording of my own. I'm exploring, and meshing up music. Joe's been working on some music himself, and he can't wait to show you what he's done. What I've listened to so far it's REALLY awesome. I know you guys will like it. As well as he's been doing some acting, too, and has done it quite well as well.

I worked on Les Miserables as Marius Pontmercy, it was amazing. Such a blessing to be able to be a part of the huge family. It was honestly SUCH an honor for me to be able to do that, and having people react so well to it. I also got to meet some amazing people like Camilla Kerslake, Lucie Jones, Samantha Barks, etc. It was truly amazing to be a part of the 50th year anniversary of Les Mis and I hope I did some justice to it. I grew up doing Broadway, and doing it again was just... wow. I'm so thankful.

2010 has been intense for sure, I can't believe it's gonna be over soon. I was turning 18 a few days ago, and now it's almost Christmas and New Years. It's so crazy, and it's really been wow. We did Camp Rock 2, which was a success by the way, The World Tour, Joe starring on shows, J.O.N.A.S. ended, I did Les Miserables, and wow. It's just been non-stop.

As we all know Demi Lovato isn't the only one that's had her rough patch, one of my best friends; Miley Cyrus as well has had her downs this year, but she's still as strong and beautiful as ever. She just tured 18-years-old a few days ago. I'm so bummed I couldn't be with her during that special day, but I was there in spirit and I promised to make it up to her next year. I'll be next to her, and give her a special dance for her 19th birthday. But I just wanted to dedicate this little piece of my blog to tell her that she's truly special, and she's blessed me and my brothers with her presence so many times. We love her to pieces, and we hope she liked her gift. We also know she had a rough patch with certain dude, cough whowefindtobeacompletedouche cough, but she knows now that she's worth a LOT more than being sad about it. She's accomplished some great things this year, and we're really proud of her. She's grown to be such a beautiful woman, and we just wish her the best of the best. I wish her the best of the best, I love her so much and I hope she knows that she's always in my heart and in my mind. She's now a beautiful and successful young woman, and I'm so proud of her.

To all of you giving me a hard time about it, CHILL OUT! I didn't mean not to be with her, at all. I did talk to her for hours on the phone, and we got to catch up. We're on great terms.

Also, just a reminder that NO I don't have "personal" twitters, myspaces, or facebook. I only have www.twitter.com/Nickjonas, myspace.com/jonasbrothers, myspace.com/nickjonas, facebook.com/jonasbrothers and twitter.com/jonasbrothers. NOTHING else. Those are hard enough to handle. And I have ask.fm/nicholasjonas which was introduced to me by none other than beautiful Miley Cyrus aka ask.fm/realmiley

That is all! I hope everyone had a rocking thanksgiving and have awesome holidays!

Love you all,
Nick

P.S. "I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life."- Revelation 21:6

June 11th, 2006

Hey guys, this seemed like an important date for me to update the blog.
Today five years ago was the day that I met someone special to me that will always have a special space in my heart. I know in the past we've had so many rough patches, bumpy roads, and we've been hurtful to each other. But at the end of the day this person and I have one of the best relationships and I wouldn't change what we have NOW for anything. Everything we went through came down to a great friendship and whatever that has in the future. We're friends now, and that's what's important to me, and hopefully to her.

She gave you her side of the story on the day we met. So I might as well and give you a little glimps of what I was thinking that day as well:

June 09, 2006. I was sitting in my living room in New Jersey watching switching the channels on the TV, it had landed on a Disney Channel show called: Hannah Montana. The girl on it had struck me, I thought she was the most beautiful I had ever landed eyes on. I had my mind set on meeting her. That day we had an interview, they asked us all who our celebrity crush was. I had answered honestly and said that it was Miley Cyrus. I didn't know her and I didn't think I was going to meet her, so I figured I'd be honest on that one, right?
June 11th, 2006. Me and my brothers had been invited a few days ago to perform in a benefit for the Elizabeth Glaser Pediatric AIDS Foundation. I had told a friend of ours that I thought she was really pretty, and turned out he knew her personally and I was also informed that she was at this event. My friend told us where she was and I walked up to her with all of my friends to say hi and introduce myself. She was a lot more beautiful in person than I expected. Her eyes were a big plus. I had never seen eyes like those before. I was going to shake her hand when she stopped me said ''I don't do handshakes, I do hugs''. When we hugged she blurted out ''I hate your shirt!'' which really surprised me, I didn't know what to say to that so I just chuckled at her boldness.

That same day after we've all talked for a little while she asked me to karaoke with her and she put us down for ''I wan'na Be Like You'' from the jungle book. I was feeling a little awkward and taken a-back.My brothers and I had to go, so I wasn't able to make it to sing with her. I felt kind of guilty, but at the same time relieved that I didn't had to sing that song, although I was told that she looked quite comical singing it.

I really wanted to make up to her not being able to sing with her, and leaving her alone to make a dork of herself on her own. My brothers and I agreed to invite her out , I was SO nervous it was ridiculous. I remember sweating and everything. I called her up and asked her out and she agreed to come along. When I saw her she was wearing sweats, she looked really cute in those too. I loved how real she was, and her accent was a huge plus to me. Her accent was one of the most adorable things ever. The dinner was fun. She was a vegetarian so she ate a salad while I ate this huge steak. I remember the conversation, ''how can you eat that?!'' she was looking at me funny and I laughed and said ''Why? it's delicious.'' and she scoffed and said ''Those are living creatures. It's a poor cow!'' and Joe butted in and was like ''WAS living, now it's about to be devoured by the little one.'' I remember her horrified expression. It was really funny.

After dinner, I called her up and we talked for hours on end. We talked about our beliefs turned out we were both hard-core Christians. We talked about each other and what we liked, what we disliked. It was a refreshing talk to each other. We were already best friends then and it was amazing. I felt like I already knew her from head to toes. We were on the phone until 4 in the morning. I knew I was already falling in love with this southern gal. I felt like I was the luckiest guy in the world.

That night I went to sleep with a big smile on my face. I hung up and went to sleep thinking about her eyes. I've always thought she had the prettiest eyes I've ever seen in my life. I was smiling from ear to ear. I fell asleep, and the next morning I had woken up with the same sappy smile on my face. My brother's were happy for me, they liked her a lot. They thought she was a lot of fun to have around and really funny.

What really bummed me out was that she lived in California and I lived in New Jersey. We'd talk mainly on the phone or by IM's and text message. Though, I loved phone better so I could hear her voice and her cute accent. I'd fly out to see her and spend most of my time in California with her.

A few months after, we moved to Los Angeles and we became neighbours, it was so amazing. I was neightbors, and I kept falling harder and harder for her. She seemed to get more beautiful with everyday, more amazing with everyday. We'd sneak out at midnight to each other's house. Or everyday at 5a.m. I'd ask her to come see me before she left to work. Man, was she perfect. She was exactly what I'd looked for in a girl. Funny, smart, pretty eyes, pretty smile, and just beautiful all together.

I'd go over to her house and play sports or video games, or she'd come over to my house and we'd talk for hours in my room. We'd talk about everything and anything or sometimes we'd lay down in silence. That makes me remember our first kiss. I was sitting down by the side of my bed on the floor, my back against the side of it. She was sitting in front of me, indian style. We were sitting down pondering what to do next and I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers. I was freaking out inside, I didn't know if I had done it right, if she liked it. I was so nervous I thought I missed her lips. But I felt her kissed back and every doubt in my mind slipped away. The butterflies in my stomach wouldn't stop, and my heart was beating so fast that it was hurting my rib cage. We pulled away and we smiled shyly to each other before kissing again. That was a perfect first kiss to me.

She loved riding her bike, while she ride her biked I'd walk beside her singing ''My Girl'' by temptation, but instead of ''My Girl'' I'd say ''Miley''. And she'd chuckle and stop randomly riding her bike to peck me on the cheek or my lips. We'd stop at Pinkberry and get a nice frozen yogurt. That was our place, we'd always go there to get a frozen yogurt. We'd hold hands and I'd open the door for her before entering a place. Mom's always taught me to be a gentleman, and that women should be treated with the respect and like queens. So I always treated her like a queen and with all my respect. Then we'd go to my house and always have some kind of Italian food. Miley loved the food that my cooked. So everynight she'd come over and have dinner with us.

We'd write many songs about each other, she'd call me all the time and tell me that she wrote a new song about me and I'd call her and tell her the same. It was kind of a back and forth thing. She told me most her songs on ''Meet Miley Cyrus'' where for me and about me. It was such an amazing feeling having someone like that, that would always let me know she's thinking of me or that I'm her inspiration for a song. She used to call me ''Sweet inspiration''

Like every relationship we had our fights and discussions. We weren't perfect, but that's what made it all the more perfect. You know? What's a relationship without some disagreetments? We weren't perfect at all, but we were perfect to each other dispite our imperfections. We'd fight, we'd laugh, we'd discuss, we'd talk. It was all good.

We decided that we needed a break. Both of us. I was so scared because I thought she wouldn't want me back after it. I really needed her to know that she was still everything to me. I wanted her to always know that. It was the worst feeling in the world. I wrote many songs trying to get mind off it, I wrote ''SOS'' but then I re-wrote a part of ''When You Look Me In The Eyes'' for her. That song was written before I met her, but I re-arranged some of the lyrics thinking of her. I wrote so many songs about her, like ''Hello Beautiful'' when I was back in New Jersey or ''Inseparable'' after the first ''break'' all songs for her.

We went on tour together, and at Egg Roll we saw each other again.. I looked her in the eyes, and there was a pull in my heart that was telling me we were, once again, together. I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. My heart fluttered, and I couldn't wait to hold her again. We knew we were just right for one another.

We broke up December 19th, 2007. It was an awful day for both of us. My heart was broken, shattered in little pieces and I felt like no one understood me. Like no one would ever understand what was it like to be heart broken. It was my fault though, I'd let her go. I'd broken her heart, and broken my own along the way. I sat in my room writing pages, and pages of songs. One of them called ''Sorry'', I've never been that sorry in my life. Sorry for myself, sorry that I've hurt her. Sorry that I'd broken her heart. When the tour ended, I was not myself. I felt like I wasn't myself for a long time.

Last time I saw her was at the New Years event were we performed a song together. We hugged, and it was kind of an awkward hug. But I got goosebomps, it was so warm, and that hugged meant the world to me. We had to let go though, and that's what we did.

A few months later, I heard a song called ''7 Things'' I knew instantly who it was about. The video, the song, everything gave it away. It stung everywhere. I didn't know how to react to it, but I recorded ''Sorry'' and ''Can't Have You'' hoping she'd know that I never meant to hurt her, that she still meant everything to me.

We didn't talk for a long time after that. I went on tours, as she did her own thing. She started seeing other people, and I tried seeing other people, too. I was just too busy to focus on another girl while I still healed. My brother's where a big help, they helped me through the toughest times. And I will always be thankful that they were so supportive and helpful. But I hate that I was never there when she probably needed me the most.

2009 I got a call saying that I had to record a song for the Friends For Change project. A song called ''Send it On'' I was to record a duet with Miley. We saw each other again and we talked, and got rid of every bad ''vibe'' we had with each other. I showed her a song I had written called ''Before The Storm'' she loved it. We sat at the piano, and changed some of the lyrics to fit it more as our story. We've never had done that before, just sitting down and writing a song together. Letting all those old feelings out, forgiving each other. We cried together, we sang, we did music.

The next day I showed it to my brothers and they loved it. We agreed to put it in our next album. Miley recorded the song with us. We were, and still are so proud of that song. Our story is different than anyone elses. We've always been more deep than other people. And I'm glad that I met her. She changed my life. She always brought the best out of me. And as of to this day she still brings the best person that there's in me when she talks to me and I'm so blessed to have someone like Miley in my life. And that's what makes our friendship so different and at times more romantic than others.

So I want to thank Miley for everything that she's done for me. I've never had someone give a such a positive twist in my life and brought so many emotions out of me everytime we talk. Thank you for being such a good friend, and such an inspiration for me. You'll always hold a special piece of my heart. God bless you, and I love you.

Well, that was my side of the story. That was what I felt, and what I feel. It's not easy for me to just come out and let my feelings out like that but in this important date I owe it to myself, and to our story. Our story will never be easy to understand. We're unique. I have one of the best friends ever now. Thank you for giving me such a beautiful story to be proud of.

Sincerely,
Nick J

P.S. ''With every strike of lightning comes a memory that lasts''

Hi there

Well, twitlonger isn't working so might as well just update this thing. I haven't in forever! Haha.
So I just got back from rehearsing, I am WIPED. So tired, my voice is a little strained, but it IS a lot of fun being here. Definitely refreshing being back on broadway. Knowing that I get to do what I said I would do in the long run. It came sooner than I ever expected it so I'm excited.

Anywho! regarding the rumors about Nicole or Courtney or any girlfriend that seem to be roaming around. Not dating! I'm single, and I'm happy! It's all cool between them and I, they're great friends, and I honestly don't have the time to date someone with the hectic schedule I have. It's really hard to keep in touch with some friends as it is, and definitely a relationship isn't what I need at the moment. I'm content doing what I do, and expressing myself in music, going back on broadway, etc. Hopefully one day I'll get to settle down and really look forward to my romantic life. As of NOW, I am happy where I stand with all my friends and in my life. So sorry to disappoint, but I am honestly not dating and am not interesting in dating either.

As you all know this month, the 16th I met someone special. You alreay know who it is, obviously, and well some of you seem to be really freaking out about it lately. Yes this month is very important and I'm looking forward to picking up the phone and calling Miley that day so we can talk about those days. I'm big when it comes to staying friends with people I've dated before. If I've found myself attracted or romantically linked to someone, I can't just let it go, because we had a connection for a reason. And, obviously, Miley and I have a lot of history. Something I'm not willing to let go of that easily. Regarding the ''7 Things'' of last time, you know what whatever negative emotion she has whether its towards me, her boyfriend, her best friend, she needs to let it out. And if that anger was towards me, then, I can't honestly call her out on something like that. Like me, Miley's way of expressing herself is through music. When you perform is when you should let out all those feelings. Changing lyrics, cursing, however that might be, that's cool with me. Just stop blowing things out of proportion. Now whether it had an effect on me or anything. SHE knows if it did or not. I am very well aware of when Miley is mad at me, she's very open when it comes to that. She's honestly a great girl, and still means the world to me. And I am not going to let go of a friendship because of some feelings she might have sometimes, and some feelings I might have sometimes, whether they're good or bad. We're all humans and we all need an outlet and for us that's what music is. So that was regarding ALL your questions about that performance. I love Miley to death, we dated, we moved on, and now we are where we are. I'm happy that SHE'S happy with someone, and she's with her best friends and she's doing what she loves. So NO I didn't reject her before. YES, I am fully aware that she did say Full Circle was about me. Yes, I know a LOT of things that all of you don't know. So please STOP assuming that you know what we feel, what we say, what our relationship is. And for those bothered about my constant ''She's a friend now, and that's whats important'' its the TRUTH, she is a friend now an that IS what's importnat. I'm sorry if you don't like the way it IS now, but it is NOT up to you how I feel, or how she feels. Thank you.

With that said, please ask some more interesting questions on formspring. Not trying to be mean, but all of that stuff is really besides the point. None of you KNOW what exactly goes on with my life. I'm here being honest with you, and telling you that there is NO point in trying to figure out someone elses' life. I think everyone deserves privacy. At least a smidge of it. Just because I do answer some personal questions on formspring, doesn't mean that I'm completely comfortable with it. So, again, respect that privacy whethere you're ansty to know. That's something you shouldn't really care about. It's invading my privacy, Nicole's, Liam's, Selena's, Miley's an whoever else you ask about. And I AM going to tell you this, I am NOT letting other people's business out. What's going on in THEIR lives it is NOT my business. So, keep that in mind.


God bless,
Nick Jonas

P.S. ''No one's more blind than who doesn't want to see, and no one's more deaf than who doesn't want to listen.''

Sorry!!

I was just checking my formspring and I got several questions asking why I haven't updated. Truth is I'm SO busy! I literally have SO much going on right now, and it's really hard to juggle it all together. We've been in the friends for change thing with some of my close friends. I've been getting involved with so many different projects that I will tell you about soon enough, I'm really stoked about that. We've been filming J.O.N.A.S! I'm SO excited for it, I've been having a lot of fun on set with my close friends. There are a lot of guest stars, and well it's been fun. No, acting isn't a ''passion'' for me, or something that I'm willing to do for the long run. Music will always be my first and foremost. But acting is been quite a different experience.

Anyways, Kevin KILLED IT at a Minute To Win It, he was incredible, and I just wanted to say that I'm really proud of my big bro.
Also, something I wanted to address. People have been wondering if I'm dating Nicole Anderson... NO! she's a really good friend of mine. She's actually 21 years old. She's really gorgeous, and I'm flattered that people would think we're dating. She's honestly an amazing, sweet, and funny girl. We've been hanging out a lot, but because we work together. We've been to concerts and dinners just to hang out, alongside my brother and Demi. We're really close, but trust me guys, she's just a really good friend of mine.
AND for those who ALSO have been asking, YES I do live in Toluca Lake again. Isn't that awesome? I live near the Cyrus family and its amazing that we get to be neighbors again.

I can't wait till Camp Rock 2 comes out this summer!! New music, dances, and people. We all had a blast filming that. We've really become a family, and we're excited that we get to share our experience, and how much we've grown up with you through that film. It's going to be pretty awesome.
World Tour 2010! I can't believe we're going on another tour. I've missed so much being on the road with my brothers, and seeing those amazing Jonas fans. And you know what that means, right? Road Dogs season! we're ready to kick some butts. I really can't for what we have up our sleeves this summer, everything is so amazing and I'm just super stoked to be able to share all of this with the world AND my family. It's the most amazing feeling in the world. We've got new music, new looks, new guitars. It's gonna be just amazing. I hope you enjoy it as much as I know I'll enjoy it.

I wanted to remind you to go see Oceans! and remember that you actually donate to charity for every ticket. And download "Make A Wave" by Joe and Demi. All of these things will go to charity. It's going to make a change in the world, and it's just amazing. So go do that.

I don't have much time to update you guys, and I'm truly so so so sorry for that. I've been preparing so many stuff, and working SO much for you. But I promise as soon as I get a little time I WILL update you through blogging.

I also wanted to thank some fans that donated for a diabetes charity. I'm SORRY I didn't jot down your names. But if you read this blog comment them or reply me on twitter and I'll thank you there. But I really wanted to thank you guys so much for that, it's truly amazing that you guys are working for charities such as those. Or any charities at all. People like you are a blessing to the world.

So this is it for now, I really gotta go! Thank you guys SO much, and once again I'm REALLY sorry for not updating sooner.

Sincerely,
Nick J

P.S. ''Just a pebble in the water can set a sea in motion''

Senseless Rambling

The title is pretty corny. But I've been kind of annoyed lately. I opened a formspring account and literally MOST of the questions are about girlfriends. Like 3 out of 10 aren't about girls, and it's just really overwhelming. People send me link to gossip sites asking me if something is true, or if the pictures are "photoshopped" and just asking millions of things that really shouldn't matter.

I released statements before... because I was trying to get over something, I was trying to get over the fact that my private life is no longer private. Everyone wants a little bit off of it, and get money from it.

I'm really in a cranky mood because I didn't get much sleep last night. I slept for at least 3 hours, and that's definitely not enough. I had too much on my mind. Too much to think about.. I was talking to someone special to me. And then I spent an hour thinking "What am I doing?" "Is this right or wrong?" "Am I happy?" "Am I on the RIGHT track?" You know just questioning every move I make ended up only with 3 hours of sleep, a huge massive head ache and a little bit unhappy. At least I had a big meal in the morning which I hardly ever get to have.

You know... thinking about it, I KNOW I am blessed. I'm leaving the dream, and I'm so blessed that I get to. I also have bad days, where I was just want to quit. I want to leave, I want to stop pretending sometimes. But it comes with territory when I chose to do this. The difference is... that I was young when I chose to do this. I didn't know that I'd have to give up my private life, and half my happiness to give people my music.

All I've ever wanted to do is music. I've always wanted to be a musician. I don't like acting, I don't like modeling, I don't like that stuff. Yeah, I do them but it's because it is part of my contract. But I'm not really into acting, I guess its fun sometimes. But my thing is music, I live, breathe and love music. I've never even dreamed of doing anything else until I signed with Disney and completely lost control of my life. That sounds dramatic, but if I'm not filming JONAS, I'm doing a movie, if I'm not doing a movie, I'm traveling doing PR and stuff. It gets really draining and I wish I could tune it down and just do the thing I love most which is music.

I'm so upset about some things and it's mainly that I have to hide so many things because I'm afraid. The media has ruined some things for me before, and I feel like they're out to do it AGAIN. Can't a 17 year old guy have his privacy? Have something to himself only? All of a sudden so many people want to know about what's going on with Selena, if we broke up or what not. Or if I'm "fighting" with Liam? Why do you guys care so much? Nothing happened. I didn't fight anyone, I didn't break-up with anyone. I'm just living my life the way I should. Things shouldn't be the way they are. What is the media trying to do exactly? create a "celebrity" by ruining their personal life? I don't understand.

I opened an account so I could answer some questions and I get SO many rude comments about how Liam is better than I am, or how I am better than Liam or how Selena is better than Miley or Miley is better than Selena. Guys, we're HUMAN? God created us to be equal but independent. No one's better or worse than anyone. Liam is a great actor, he did a great job in The Last Song with Miley. I don't KNOW the guy that well, I'm not going to sit and bash him? There's no point in that. He is a nice person from what I've seen, and people seriously need to leave that alone. Same with Selena, she's such a great person to me. She actually sits down and listens to me and helps me out with whatever problem I have. We do things we enjoy together, and we always have a great time. Miley is my best friend, she's hilarious and fun. She's always making me smile and making sure I have a great time with her, and I love that too. And I KNOW I'm a good guy. I know that there's million of people out there that musically are a LOT better and more talented that I am, but I'm the person that gets to live my dream. Let me live it alone. I know I'm talented too. I'm a good song-writer and may not be the best singer but I'm a good musician and I'm a GOOD person. I know I inspire many people and get them through things with my music. That's why I'm here, to reach out to people as I live my dream. WHY ruin someone's private life when all they're doing is living their dream? I don't understand.
They want to see us with someone and we HAVE to do it to make people happy. What happened to OUR happiness too? Does it mean anything to the media? NO, it doesn't as long as they're making good money. To them we're like one of those animals stuck in a zoo. We amuse people with our personal life and it gets overwhelming.

Then I get someone making FUN of my diabetes? seriously? how low can people go to tear someone down? Yes, I'm diabetic, and I help people with struggles too. I give them something to believe in. I give them hope and let them know that they're STILL people and shouldn't be afraid of living their dream because of a struggle. I live with it everyday, I check my blood sugar, I inject insulin, I work out everyday, I avoid eating sweets, I eat healthy food. And I try to juggle it with the MEDIA barging in my life, tour, filming and making music. What else can I DO to make people happy? I'm TRYING, but sometimes it just makes me want to quit too. It makes me sick to my stomach how people can be so judgmental and careless about someone.

Honestly I don't KNOW how some people do it. I don't know how Miley does it. She's come to me crying because people are so rude to her everyday. How people shout in the streets calling her a slut or a whore, when she's the complete OPPOSITE of that. Demi came to me crying because people were saying she's too pale and she's "emo" and made fun of her sister's weight. Guys that's horrible. When did bullying someone became so much fun? We all might be confident, but we all have a line that people crosses sometimes. We're human beings. We CAN get self-conscious.

We need to stop the hate... we need to stop all together. Look who the world is reacting to it? Did you know Chile had another earthquake? do you know how many people are getting raped out there? How many pedophiles are in this world taking childs? People just care, the MEDIA just cares about tearing us down and bullying us. When I KNOW I'd pay a milliom dollars for a good story about the world that surrounds us. Where we LIVE. We're all human beings. We're all people. Don't judge someone because of their way of life, their struggles, their believes. Be open minded. The world needs us right now. We need each other. And you know it. Specially right now. Let's all actually make a change. Let's stick together instead of AGAINST each other so much. Stop making wars and start making friendships. Don't let the devil take over.

This has gotten so bad now, and it's really sad. And I'm so overwhelmed. Try listening to "Man In The Mirror" by Michael Jackson or "We Are The World". The guy was a genius.

Let's try to be the change we want to see. I'll leave you guys with this to think about.

Sincerely,
Nick

P.S. One spark stars a fire

New Twitter!!!

Yeah, I couldn't get NickyJonas back on running so I decided to make a new twitter "NJstweet" feel free to follow me there haha! Sucks because I had 4,000 followes before, and now I have a few. So spread the word as much as you can explain WHY I don't want this account to be "verified." etc.
So yeah, spread the word about my twitter and my formspring. I'm getting "internet" active again, kind of. Of course, I'm not going to spend as much time on those things. I try to answer as many questions on formspring as I can, but I've been getting a LOT lately. So yeah! Spread the word!! and FOLLOW!!

www.twitter.com/njstweet

www.formspring.me/isnickjonas

Thoughts

This week has been insane and sad also. Really sad. My heart goes out to Chile and all its people, what happened is horrible and I really hope they can get through it somehow. The Tsunami warnings, thankfully Hawaii wasn't harmed, but unfortunately Chile got that tsunami and ended up destroying it and there are over 300 people dead, but even worse they still don't KNOW how many people are really dead. And its just wow.. really depressing, I'm praying and hoping that someday it'll get better. Guys this is obviously a cry for help, a cry to get involved. We NEED to help our planet, we are destroying it. It's terrible how BAD we're harming it. Get involved, you say you care? Pick up garbage you see on the floor, turn off the lights when you're not using it, don't DRIVE around when you don't have to go too far away, don't use spray if unnecessary. These things DO make a change. They really do, just try it. Get involved with charities for Haiti and Chile. Pray. Be a helping hand. Lend your time. Donate. One action causes a chain reaction. Be a part of it.

My love life. People can't really seem to leave that alone.. haha, so many people care. I don't understand, you see a couple making out on the streets and you don't care. But then you see a "celebrity" couple and it turns into SUCH a big deal. It's like we stopped being human the moment we stepped into Hollywood and that's really sad to me. But at least I'm happy with who I am with. I love them with everything in me. And that's what its important. I love their company, I love having them around and laughing along with them, and having a great time together. I have my best friends; my brothers, Garbo, Miley and Selena. I love them all, they're amazing. I love hanging out with all of them. As for who I am dating, leave it alone. You might think you know the whole story, when you can be FAR way off. I just try and laugh it off, but I'm SO happy and I love that my fans care.

JONAS. Yes, we're filming JONAS!!! I'm SO hyped, SO excited. You have no idea!!! I got to surf for a scene and I love surfing, its a lot of fun. I'm not all that good at it, but hey! I try haha. I had a couple of scenes with Nicole Anderson and its just awesome. We have a LOT going on this time, a lot of funny things you might want to catch up for! It's going to be amazing. We do this things for you, we work hard every day for you guys.

STAY comes out tomorrow!!! Are you excited?? that's my favorite song that I've written, and it means so much to me, I'm just so excited that it comes out finally, that you'll get to hear the final edition. I'm super stoked. The song is beutiful, its a soulful amazing song. I always get emotinal singing it and hearing. It was meant for someone special, you know who you are, and well I just hope you learn to love it as much as I do.

I'm so happy with my life. I love it, I'm so happy that I get to do such wonderful things. That I get to perform in front of thousands of people one day and the next I'm filming my show. Then I'm hanging out with my beautiful girlfriend and then I'm recording music the next. And its so overwhelming but all so amazing at the same time. And its just wow, I'm so blessed. I really am.

Also, Miley yesterday went through a rough time. She already posted about it and I just wanted to say that I've never met someone as strong and amazing as Miley is. Someone that can share her feelings and trusts that you won't disappoint her. I love her to death, she's the most enchanting and sweetest girl ever and having seen her that bummed just proves that she's human, but somehow it just makes her even more amaizng. She talks a lot about how the pictures are always "photoshopped" and how they make her look "prettier" and stuff, ha Miley is just beautiful. Airbrushed pictures or not. And inside she's beutiful too. I'm always here for her and I hope she knows that. She's the most amazing friend I'v e got. I'd NEVER trade what we have NOW, ever. I trust her with every single bit of my mind, and I'd never seen her as sad before. But every tear she cried meant the pain was about subside and it's worth wiping them off their face because every tear she said was just a tear closer to a smile. A smile that MILLIONS love, including me. She has the most contagious smile I've ever seen, and I'm one of the lucky people that gets to see it. I'm so blessed to have her in my life. Thank you for being the most amazing best friend in the world Miley. I love you.

Well... that's all I've really wanted to share for right now. Don't forget that Camp Rock 2 comes out this Summer, and to buy "Stay" Tomorrow as soon as it comes out. God bless you guys.

sincerely,
Nick

P.S. The truest words are the words that are unspoken. Let me look in your eyes to see the love you gave for me.

P.P.S. I love you.

Happy Vent

Okay.. so the title of this is kinda.. well gay to say the least, but its not BAD. I'm happy! I'm currently in bed eating candy and watching movies, and just enjoying being lazy :D WOO for laziness. Amazing. ANYWAYS, I am kinda congested... which is not as good. But there's something here keeping me occupied and happy.. and yeah, ANYWAYS!! So you know.. I'm here trying to think of something to blog about so is not something pointless and have you all hate me because is just.. words and then the blog not having a point. But it does have a point! and at the same time it doesn't! Because, I'm happy! and that's the point! but the BLOG is not an actual subject D:

So on to what I'm watching.. I was watching Scooby Doo on ABC family and now I'm watching Flinstons! I haven't seen these movies in forever!
So I'm kinda with someone special, sharing candy and watching these movies. We're laughing, and we're both kinda sick so.. its cool. In pajamas, its all good. My bed is HUGE, and its covered in candy wrappers D: its a mess. The covers are all over the place, we have soda on the table. And its amazing. It's so relaxing. I haven't been this relaxed in a while. They're reading while I type this so I'm gonna turn the computer.. they're not supposed to read this yet! Lol!

I'm in LOVE with life, I'm in love with someone. I haven't felt so at peace and amazed with someone in such a long period of time and its just amazing. Her eyes remind me of EVERY color in the world. Her smile makes my heart melt in my chest. Her laugh is just contagious. Her hair is soft and amazing. Did I mention she smells like vanilla? that's my favorite scent.. EVER. Haha! Will I tell you who this is? NO. I won't :D. You probably think you know. But nope. I won't sayyy.. why? cause I'm just selfish like that. I LOVE having something to myself And someone as beautiful as she is allllllll to myself. All I'm going to tell you is that she's funny, ADORABLE, cute, beautiful, sexy. Her voice is amazing, and velvety. Her lips remind me of candy. And well.. she's just beyond amazing. Go figure. :)

So the album is been out for a bit NOW. How cool?I'm SO excited! :) And STAY will be released sometime next month! I'm stoked!!

We Are The World was released yesterday too!! So WOOOO!!! I sang Billy Joel's part, how awesome? Billy Joel's like one of the best singers, and best talents ever. And of course the song was written by none other than Michael Jackson, what a BRILLIANT man he was. He was truly one of a kind. He had a heart of gold. I'm so proud that I was part of such a master piece.

ANYWAYS someone here is telling me to hurry up >.> So I'll make this short and sweet I guess.

I love my fans, I love my life, I love who's in it, I love what I'm doing.

Sincerly,
Nick

OHH and P.S. I love you

WOW

WOW, I'm VERY pleased with some amazing news I just got. Who I Am sold 80,000 copies! Guys you are the MOST amazing fans in the world. I NEVER in a million years expected it getting SO big. I'm SO happy, and just wow. It is currently number 3 in the 200 billboard, and that's absolutely amazing. I'm so proud of my work, and how everyone responded to it. I honestly can't believe how big Nick Jonas and The Administration got and just.. wow, its amazing. I'm truly stunned.
I was SO nervous about this project because its something thats so close to ME, that project is me, my lyrics, my FEELINGS, and my music, and just seeing people relating to it and enjoying it. Its just wonderful. I cannot stop smiling right now.

I know I made over a million dollars with the Who I Am Tour, and NOW the record selling so many copies. I'm just in shock. I worked so hard into getting this done, I poured my soul into this project. I love this, you have no idea guys. I'm SO happy, and its just wow.

As you also may know I recorded "Stay" a few weeks ago. Everyone LOVED the song, and I can say that is my favorite song that I've written. Everyone is fighting over who the song is about, and I once AGAIN say, it shouldn't matter. That song is about someone that I love, that is MY inspiration, that is MY everything. And that's for ME to know and you to wonder about. You might think you have it all figured out, and you THINK you know who this is about, but truly you guys have NO idea. You have no idea how I feel, or what I was thinking when I wrote it.
I love this song, and I hope you feel like you can relate to it. Its my own favorite. I enjoy singing it, I enjoy performing it. And I'm happy that all of you get to hear it.

Anyways, like I said a few days ago I am SUPER content with life. Everything is so amazing, and I'm so happy with everything.

Valentine's Day is coming soon! And I have NO idea what I'm gonna do. I'm the kinda person that waits until the day, because if you PLAN something you might change your mind after. A lot of people go to the movies, or dinner, etc. And sounds like a plan. I'm more of the kinda person that likes to wait, do it randomly. I like doing spontaneous things, it doesn't make it any less romantic, it just makes it more interesting. Valentine's Day is just about spending the day with your special someone. Why do something you ALWAYS do? make it more interesting. Decide what you're gonna do after. That's what I'll do! It'll be very fun, and memorable.

Anyways! that's a lot of rambling right there. So, once again THANK YOU. You're the best fans in the world. Have fun with your "significant other" on Valentine's Day! I love you all very much.

Sincerely,
Nick

P.S. Rainbows are beautiful.

Twitter: Deleted?

yes, I deleted NickyJonas for personal issues. However, I will keep this blog. I will keep updating you about myself, and some things.
I don't know if I want nickyjonas back, maybe. As of now, I'll keep nickjonas and update you from there. I'll schedule some livechats, we'll do some Q&A all from here. I don't know. We'll see.

Before you ask of anything, I'm really HAPPY. I fixed some things with someone. I can guarantee you I AM as happy as I can be. I can't say too much. But I'm feeling a lot better than I did last night. We'll see how things work out. I MIGHT make another account like Nickyjonas in the future, I don't KNOW, yet. It all depends on how I might feel in the future.

Also, I want to say Super Bowl game was AMAZING! one of the best games I've watched.. on a SPECIAL day too. I'm pretty much gonna remember that day for a LONG time. Anyway, I just wanted to catch you up on that, and that I LOVE you all who stuck up for me, and that have been there from the beginning.

We'll see how the twitter thing goes. You're the best fans in the world, I know I say that a LOT, but its true. You're all the reason I am where I am. You made ME, I love you. I truly do, and I hope you know that.

God bless you,
Nick

P.S. I love when smiles reach your eyes.

Life

Do we ever know what life is all about? living? No, I don't think you were given a life just to live it like is nothing. We're all human, right? We all make mistakes, we all do stupid things, we all say things we don't mean sometimes when we're upset. Its all true and sometimes you can't change the past. But, what I don't understand how is it so right for someone to make the same mistakes over and over KNOWING its just the same thing over again. I don't understand it, do they enjoy in? I get making mistakes comes with growing. I make mistakes everyday of my life. But I don't UNDERSTAND why is making the SAME mistake such a big "thrill" for some people. Its just tiring and stupid to me. And CHILDISH.

I may be too mature, or maybe just not mature at all. But my point of view on things have changed over the past few months. I used to be okay with repeating a story and making someone happy doing stuff their way. But honestly I'm just SICK and tired of the same routine now. I hate telling myself over and over "That's what she said." All. The.Time. I remind myself to not take too seriously what anyone says when they're having their "moment". Okay, cool if you want to do the same mistakes, if you want to say things in the spare of the moment. Go ahead. But don't say it so much it comes out sounding like bullcrap.

A lot of you must be thinking "He is upset." Yes, I admit. I'm upset. I'm beyond pissed. Because I've been put where I was a year ago. In the same position, same story. I am happy with most of it, I've BEEN happy. I have. But I feel like I'm walking on a safe path! I'm not learning anything from it! I don't even know what the hell I want. Its stupid, I'm confused now. I'm so mad, upset and confused. Because I thought I wanted to be where I am, but now I'm just NOT SURE anymore! I'm caught between these stupid feelings. But once again, I'm human. MAYBE this is my mistake, maybe I'm the one that's wrong. But I can't help the way I feel, I just can't. This is just something thats bothering me so much. I want to make sure I'm happy years from now. Not oblivious to the world, and how it works. I'm just.. I don't know.

I would love it if you commented this and tell me what you thought afterwards. ALL of you, tell me what you think of this and how you see it.

Sincerely,
Nicholas

Vent

It's been so hectic lately, I've been working non-stop. I haven't even had the chance to post a blog in Nick's simple wins, but I got a bit of time right now to post on here something. It won't be just about ONE subject, it'll be a bunch of stuff scrambled together, I hope that's okay with you.

In one of my LA's show I brought a little girl on stage that had a sign that read "Diabetic", that made me smile, I got her on stage with me and talked to her for a bit. I think is amazing how strong she was to go to a concert and show someone that she's a diabetic. It was such a beautiful thing, and she came up to me and I just had to give her a huge hug. It was seriously one of my favorite shows having her there, and having her come up on stage with me and talk to me about it. I gave her a rose afterwards. It was really cool.

Also another thing amazing thing that happened, this girl came up to me and gave me a plastic rose and said she had a surprise for me and that the rose was a clue. When I came on stage singing Rose Garden EVERYONE had a rose. I was blown away, it was just WOW, this little girl got the band and people in the crowd to have a rose. It was seriously such a sweet gesture and so beautiful of her to do that.

This kind of things really make me smile and make my day, my fans are incredible, I seriously have the most AMAZING fans in the world. This tour has been such an amazing experience for me and I'm so happy to have you all as my fans, you have no idea how much those simple things make me smile. Just seeing you enjoy my music and sing along. Those things always make me smile, and for you guys to go out of your way to do something like the "rose girl" did, it is so amazing. I love you all. I truly do. All my hard work pays off and its just so amazing. Thank you.

They made a trending topic #thankyounickj and they would say "Thank you for being you" "Thank you for blessing us with your music" and just so many sweet things, that its just wow I don't even know how to thank you. I don't even know what to SAY so you know how amazing I feel just seeing those little things, they mean much more to me than you think and I'm just so amazed and thankful of you guys. That you're not only fans but FRIENDS to me, I'm just really blown away by you, and I will continue working hard for you all, and give my all for you. I'll give you every piece of my heart and my feelings so you can relate and just listen and have a good time. But from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU. You're ALL amazing. You make this so worth it. The hard work, the early mornings, the sore throaths, you all make it so worth it. God bless you.

While all of this happened, I went through a rough patch with someone that's close to me. My best friend, we went through tough times. And we fought a lot and it was a huge roller coaster for both us. We just kept fighting, we literally couldn't stand each other almost. Everything we said turned out in a fight. But a few days ago we got over it, we talked, and we're just as close as before. I love this person SO much, you have no idea, and I was misunderstanding their actions and being selfish. I didn't notice they felt that way and it was WRONG, so WRONG for not being there for them more. They're truly such a HUGE piece of my heart, the one piece that could never be replaced. No one could ever take their place in my eyes. In my heart. Even through the rough times, I think our history is beautiful. This person is my inspiration. And even if they don't know this I feel lost when they're gone. I don't show it, but I have conflicts with myself when they're not with me. It's hard living without the one person you KNOW they'll have your back, they'll be there through every broken heart, through every great thing that happens, through everything. And I've been taking that for granted but I won't anymore. I know I can run to them anytime the lights go off, they'll lit up the room. And they'll receive me with open arms to warm me up if I ever get cold. I just want to say that no one will ever replace that, no one CAN replace that. I hope they know that. I hope they know they've always been my guide and that I love them with all my heart.

A lot of people have been complaning about Selena being at so many of my shows. But the real question is why do you care so much? She's there for me, I love that. I love having her at my shows, and seeing her sing along to my music. It makes me so happy that she's there for me. She's such a beautiful girl, cut her some SLACK. She's never done anything to you for you to treat her like she's dirt. She's one of the most amazing people I know. And I'm happy being as close as I am to her. I wouldn't trade it for anything. She's amazing.

I hate rumors. I hate gossip. It is so sad to me that many people live for them. Rumors and gossip are just THAT, rumors and gossip. They don't necessarily have to be RIGHT. They're just people trying to sell their magazines and pictures. Don't buy into their crap, is not worth it. Trust me guys, it truly isn't. There are people that can't seriously go on a DAY without going to a gossip site. It kinda sucks in the sense that I have to always clear up untrue stuff, and I'm tired of it. I'm TIRED of always having to speak out and say "That's not true". Don't buy into their crap. Please. They're always rude, and untrue. "I need a picture to believe." pictures can be part of THEIR crap. They take something that LOOKS like something happened and BAM is rumor and a "reliable" gossip. None of it is reliable whether it has a picture or not. They're just pictures. You can get ANY story from one picture. You've been in english class, don't they give you a picture and tell you to write a story from it? That's exactly what the gossip sites do. Its nothing but fake crap. Think about it.

My CD comes out in just a days!! aren't you excited?? I'm SO stoked that its finally coming out! I'm so so happy that people are finally getting a copy and I can't wait for you to learn the songs. I can't WAIT to go on another tour with the administration and all that. You have no idea how happy and anxious I am. I hope you enjoy it, I worked hard on it.

Season 2 of JONAS, we're gonna start working on it soon! We're happy to go back to work with Chelsea and Nicole, and the rest of the cast. We can't wait to go back to work, and share some laughs and get experience from it.

Camp Rock 2! will be out this summer! my brothers and I star in it along with Demi Lovato (one of our awesome best friends), new songs, a NEW camp, dun dun dun, and new moves. Demi and Joe have another duet, their voices are so powerful and beautiful. This new movie will hopefully be BETTER Than the first one.

My brothers and I are planning a second world tour with the Jonas Brothers, new music? (Wink, wink) New guitars and everything! we haven't fully sat down and discussed everything, but we will once the tour with the Administration is over.

Kevin and Danielle, I haven't actually said anything about THEM and I feel like I should. I love them. They're amazing together, they're seriously meant for each other. They're such a beautiful couple, and so supportive of each other. I'm sure their "the one" for one another. I'm so happy for them, and I hope they spend the rest of their lives together. They deserve it. They love each other SO much and it reflects. Congratulations Kev and Dani. You're beautiful. I'm proud of you.

I feel like I'm leaving so much stuff out.. I'm such a forgetful person sometimes.. but someone made a cake that's calling my name and making my stomach growl and I really want to eat it! So I'm going to do that and I'll hopefully tell you MORE stuff.

Anyways! once again, thank YOU. You're amazing.

Love,
Nick

P.S. What do you see when you look in the sky? I'm not talking about what meets the eye.

Couples, publicity, friends

I read all my replies, or almost all of them on my twitter account whether is nickyjonas or nickjonas, I try my best to read them all. There are some very horrid ones though, most the time I just ignore those. But now it is getting CRAZY, they are diving up to gossip sites, even youtube, and my shows.
I'm getting WAY too many bad comment and I'm not going to waste my time explaining things that shouldn't be explained.
"Nick Jonas is using Selena." "Nick Jonas is doing what he did to Miley to sell more copies of his album" THOSE are the comments that I hate the most. Why? Because I AM a genuine person. I don't do things for publicity. This album I have coming up with The Administration is just something that had been in my heart for SO long and something that I wanted to do to share with MY fans. I thought I made that clear, I never expected it to become HUGE or something that would get recognized all over the planet forever. It was just something that I wanted to get off my chest, experiences for me. Something NEW. I'm touring for promotion and that's as far as I WILL go for promoting. I do NOT have friendships for promotion, I do NOT date for promotion. I'm just not into that, I've never been, and I'll never do it. You'll never see me doing it.

Miley and I are CLOSE friends, and I wanted to tell her thank you, for sticking up for me and Selena. She's my best friend, and I owe her that she has my back. Miley and I had a past, but once again back in the summer of 2009 I never did anything that could hurt her in anyway. We reconnected, and we're best friends now. We aren't able to hang out as much but we text everyday, all the time. She's doing her own thing, and I'm doing mine. And I'm so proud of everything she's done. I truly am, and I'm so happy for her and everything she's doing. I can't wait to watch her movie, and to hear her new music. I'm super excited for her. Guys for the LOVE of sweet baby Jesus, leave HER alone about who she's dating? I've met Liam, and I've talked to him and I can honestly say I'm SO happy she's found him. The guy is hilarious, and I know he'll be good to her for sure. I can tell you because we're FRIENDS.

I DID say Selena and I are dating, once again, I DON'T do that stuff for publicity. That's why I'm not really going PUBLIC. I just wanted to share this with you on here, because I felt that way you knew a bit more about myself, and what I'm all about. People are just SO rude, and I just don't understand where this anger comes from. We're human beings, we HAVE feelings, we're not all about our jobs and getting publicity. Yes, we ARE part of hollywood, but it doesn't make us any less human with feelings. I'm SO Happy where I am right now, you can't judge things from ONE picture!! so papparazzi caught ONE picture of us talking in a bench, freezing, in the morning, while we were sleepy. Yeah, good luck getting something from there.A picture is nothing but a reflection of your own imagination to me. You can get ANY story from a picture and that's how papparazzi sell. They snap a picture say something about it and it becomes a HUGE gossip to everyone. I KISS my girlfriends, I HUG my girlfriends, I HOLD my girlfriends, I hold hands, I tell them jokes, I make them smile, I sing for them, I play with their hair, I AM a good boyfriend. I know I am, and just because they haven't gotten on a stupid PICTURE means I am not a good boyfriend. I know how to treat a girl with respect, I'm a gentleman. I open doors for them. Take them out on dates. Sorry that papparazzi haven't caught it in a picture. I'm SORRY that I don't like that kind of publicity and exposure. But I can honestly say that when I have a girlfriend, I give them everything. I'll take care of them as best as I can. I AM good guy whether some of you see that, or not.

I feel so exposed now. I'm not going to try and clear my name anymore. Sure I got a "reputation" right now, but I KNOW how I am, and I KNOW my girlfriend knows how I act, and how I am. I don't know how the rest of the world sees me and honestly I don't care. I just care about what my friends and people around me thinks. But I DO NOT date for publicty.
Stop being so rude about it, focus on your life, stop focusing on MINE, the things I want to share will be shared, if I don't want to, it WONT be. I wont even mention it. Got it? Good.

Also, Miley mentioned me being sick. Yes, I'm not really "sick", I just suffer from migraines and I have to take medicines for them. I woke up with a massive one this morning and is gotten better thankfully. My dad got me my pills and yeah all better now.

Anyways, I'm really excited I get to see Demi soon with my brothers! Haven't seen her in a while and hopefully we'll get to catch up with her.

I'm really happy with my life right now, with my friends, and everything. I've gotten so much support, and I'm so excited to keep going with my projects. I'm always working for you on something new, I'll ALWAYS have something up my sleeve waiting on the right moment to do it. I'm wrapping up my tour soon, we're talking and working on another World Tour for the Jonas Brothers, writing songs, and we're gonna film second season of JONAS. I'm really excited for that! the release for Camp Rock 2 will also be this year. This year is FULL with new things, new projects and ideas and we can't WAIT to share them with you.

Well that's all for now, and please if you're not going to be supportive of my relationships or my FRIENDS, at least be respectful.

Sincerely,
Nick

Friends

Yesterday Detroit was wonderful. I had so much fun performing there, my fans were so loud and just wow, it was such a rush. It was truly SO amazing, I'm so happy. However, people are making such a BIG deal that I didn't sing Before The Storm last night and that Selena Gomez was there... I LOVE doing different songs at my shows and changing it up a bit! Everyone started assuming that I wanted my BEST FRIEND back as a girlfriend. Guys, you don't KNOW what I want. Honestly, Before The Storm is one of my favorite songs and I love performing it. And I didn't last night, but it wasn't because Selena was there? That's ridiculous any of you would even think that.

It just saddens me that so many people fight over who's better if Selena or Miley, and honestly they're both so amazing in their own, UNIQUE way. Everything has to start a drama, guys I'm so happy. I have such beautiful people in my lfe. It's MY life, and I'm so happy with it, and refreshed and I loved having Selena there with me and seeing her enjoy the show, smile, laugh, cry during each song! she enjoyed the music and felt it, and that's such a wonderful feeling to me. That someone that's so close in my heart could relate to each song and respond to them. I saw her dance, scream, sing the lyrics, and it just made me smile and very happy that she was there, and that she was having such a wonderful time. But you really have got to STOP with the who is better if is Miley or Selena. They're BOTH wonderful and beautiful. I love them both with all my heart, and nothing YOU say is going to change my mind. You can keep sending those letters telling me who to date, or who is better for me. But the person that KNOWS who's better for me and the person that knows who I want is myself. And that's that, and that's how it is staying. Am I dating someone? Maybe. Am I happy? YES, I'm super happy. Do I love Selena? Yes, I do. Do I love Miley? Yes, I do. Leave it at that? Leave me alone with that, please. That's all I ask for.

Anyways, last nights show was wonderful and special. Every show is special. My fans make it so much more amazing, I truly love seeing you guys sing along and just enjoy the show, and I hope I can continue making you smile, laugh, dance, sing, cry, and feel any emotion during a song. I love you all! You're truly the BEST fans in the world.


Love,
Nick

P.S. I have Yellow Submarine stuck in my head! Help! haha! : )

Who I Am : Million Thoughts

Million thoughts, million words. So much I'd love to say, so hard to put it into words. You know the mind wonders so many things, and we have no answers.
I was talking today all day to one of my really clothes friends, one of my best friends actually. We've been talking everyday for hours, about everything and anything. We all have this little part of ourselves in the dark, and let everyone else see what the light shows, what the picture shows, what the videos show. And out of people's sight we have internal battles, we have so many thoughts crammed in the back of our mind. Just trying to figure out not only people that surrounds you, but mainly yourself. I've never felt so confused about myself. But I've never been so clear about who I am as I am right now.

This blog seems rather pointless, but there are a lot of things that are in my heart. I did quite a good job with the album, and song writer, but somehow I feel like people still would not understand where I come from. Because there are many things that aren't noticed when you read between the lines. That's always going to happen though because usually a song becomes your own song, your own feelings, and that's amazing. That's the power of a song, that even if you don't fully understand what the author means by what their saying, you still relate, or make the song your own. There are so many emotions to share and sometimes you feel like you just can't, no matter how hard you try. But you know you'll always have at least ONE person that understands.

I want to talk a little bit about my songs, that are my feelings put into words. This new records, it means so much to me. All these songs have such a meaning behind, everytime I sing any of these songs every single part of my body tenses up, and my voice just flows with the feelings. Every word I sing, I mean it. That's why you see me get so into every song, because I feel every single word I sing. Every note I play.

Who I Am: My main song, the song I wanted to release first because I wanted to introduce myself. I wanted to say what I wanted, I want to be loved, needed as I am, just how I am. Not how people sees me, not how pictures see me. I'm in the moment of knowing myself more, I'm recognizing who I am and what I live for. No matter what I want to be loved, and have that intimate relationship with my fans where they understand me, and love my music, and enjoy the soul of it. Who I Am is more an upbeat song, but it has so much feeling in it. Because I'm introducing myself for the first time, exposing myself in front of people. And its always a scary feeling.

Rose Garden: It's the first song I recorder for this record. I love this song, I'm so proud of it. This song is about someone that's been in a rough spot ever since she was a little girl. About keeping their head up high no matter what's being thrown in the way. It's one of the many songs I hope people feel related to. This song is truly special for me, and I hope you get the meaning behind this song, and how I brought into a song such a beautiful person. I hope you see how it is so beautiful.

Olive And An Arrow: This song is more soul, rather than rock. Is raw, and I wrote it during a hard time I had with someone. Mainly about... feeling lied to, and you KNOW you're being lied to but really want this person to realize that you know, and that you're hurting from it. And that after everything you've been through, you're left with an Olive and An arrow, which is kind of a metaphor to having an aching heart and a the arrow that went through it, which is the pain in a way.

While The World Is Spinning: Its a heartfelt song, also written a while ago. It is kind of upbeat, but the lyrics and the raw rock in the beat. It gives it that feelings that you know what I'm talking about, that you know what's going on. Being hurt and being left in the rain, and well this little lyric explains it "Everyone has to lie sometimes, do you know what its like to make up your mind, tell me do you know who's innocent while the world is spinning". Just being afraid of what they think about you, and what they're gonna say so you feel the need to lie. So you don't get hurt over again.

State Of Emergency: Many people found this song rather sexual, many jumped into conclusions into who it is about. And once again, who is about guys is NOT important. The importance is the meaning in the song, how desperate someone can get to get out of their hands, and be free'd. I wrote this with help of a friend. We kind of felt related, and felt like we were under a charm at the time. And this is how it came out. It's a fun song to play, and I'm sure SO many of you can relate.

Conspiracy Theory: Its a song mainly about hiding, again, not being able to say something because your afraid. This is actually one of my favorites, its really has a Rock and Roll feel to it, its really fun to perform. I hope you enjoy that song.

Stronger: Who doesn't have someone close to them that make you feel stronger? This song is about having that person that you need in your life very much, no matter what. And no matter what they do, they make you feel strong. Whether is a family member, a best friend, or maybe all those people in your life make you feel stronger. Always having someone that has your back and you know you can count on them to make you feel strong.

In The End: This song is about someone that took something that wasn't theirs. About ruining their on future and how their actions will end up haunting them.

Vespers Goodbye: I've gone through this, not exactly about ME necessarily, but feeling that someone is actually GONE from the face of earth forever, being so scared that you don't know what to do and you feel like this is goodbye, and you pray and its such a nauciating feeling. Like they'll be gone forever, and all you have left to do is say goodbye and lay down to sleep.

"Slowly turning back
Like a bullet through the chest
Lay me down to rest,
A lover's final breath

And then I kiss your tender lips goodbye
Pray to God he hears my cry"

Last Time Around: This is a fun song, I love it. I love performing and being able to play the guitar on stage. A relationship you had and you're kind of telling them "You'll remember the fun we had last time around" and is just a fun song, its really catchy and the lyrics are awesome.

Stay: This song means so much to me, the day I wrote it I was going through a hard time with a person really close to me. Feeling like we were losing touch and fading. It doesn't have to be necessarily about being IN love with this person, just loving them very much. Needing them to be there for you, and tell them that you'll stay and to please stay, because time can run out and we won't have the chance to say or do things for each other.
(PLEASE, once again, stop fighting over who this is about, just enjoy this song)

All these songs mean so much to me. This project, this feelings is something thats been in my heart for SO long, and even though I LOVE my brothers, I wanted to do this on my own. I wanted to show a side of me no one has seen.

Everyday I have these internal battles with myself, memories. So many things that go on in my life, that I wish I could let out in a way that I don't let out too much. And this time was perfect.
My own heart is a puzzle piece to me, and while it IS hard to cope with that stuff, with your own heart, with your own feelings. There is this side that you KNOW completely, and makes me feel happy. That's why I go out of my way to express how happy I am in my nickjonas account. Because I feel so happy to be able to share my feelings, to be able to show myself to you guys. I love you, I'm so lucky and so happy for this opportunity YOU offered me.

I want to also say thanks to an special person, that's actually been SO amazing to me these last few days, and that I love them with all my heart. That I'm right here for them, and just that they're so special to me.

Also to another special person, thanks for being the best friend anyone can ask for. You're amazing, and I love you, too. Very much.

WELL I hope you don't hate me for th length of this blog! haha! really though, thank you all!
Going back to rehearsals!

God bless,
Nick Jonas

P.S. Mirrors are nothing but a reflection of your body, your words are a reflection of your lies, and your eyes are a reflection of your feelings.

Haiti

I figured I'd write my first serious post about this serious issue. Who would've thought that such poor island would go through such catastrophic event? I'm praying for everyone there. I'm so sad that had to happen, and how many people lost their lives that way. I hope from the bottom of my heart that everything turns out fine.

I want to ask everyone to please keep Haiti in your prayers, and get involved as much as you possibly can. Families there are devastated, schools got destroyed, palaces, monuments, things that for them were so important. Seeing so much pain in those kids faces, how they ended up with nothing after the earthquake, I pray someday their world wil turn around and they'll get everything they need. From food, to a nice home, and hopefully something like that doesn't happen again.

I know sometimes there's barely we can do, donate some money, clothes, books, food. It doesn't feel like much, but guys those "little" things as donation or spreading and using your voice DOES make a change. It truly does. You don't realize this, but many people around the world probably don't even know what happened in the island. So, when you think you can't do much, you actually CAN, you do so much by just asking for help, sending clothes, books, even if their used. They need all the help they can get. They need medicine, they need hospitals, transportations, and guys ONE spark starts a fire. If we spread the word, and make it known we can help, we can do so much by just typing something as simple as "Help Haiti" or by just praying. One little thing can turn into a big thing. If we put our hands together we form a huge power.
So please guys, together we can become a big power and a big help. Just say it out loud, don't keep it inside. Help. They need all the help they can get. I just keep repeating myself, but it's sad seeing some people not caring simply because it has nothing to do with them.

There's just so much that we CAN do but we don't even notice, we can't start BIG right away. Just a WORD can turn into a major thing. Trust me. It can.

With much more to say but little time,
Nick

P.S. God bless you and thank you.

First blog!

Okay.. first blog is about how difficult this thing is!! I've clicked on everything trying to check things out and.. yeah. At least I know how to posta blog.. which is very important. But still confused. Sorry for the lame first blog.. but I did a twitlonger not long ago, and I have nothing to rant about. So.. yeah.. Hmm.. OH yeah! Thanks for reading!
Bye!

Love,
Nick

P.S. I'm the funny one!! Not Joe! : )